Hello it's Pocky.
So I can't upload a picture I did in my art class because my Grandma's scanner is NOT hooked up yet and yeah. Put I guess I'll write something on DA like a short shonen ai story or something just so I feel like im doing something on here.
I got on and had 17 Deviations and like 18 messages and 3 Notes.
I was like whoa.

But Anyway...

About my last Journal,
umm here's the story.
I was being a HUGE emotional bitch.
And a friend came up smiling and playing around and put a hand print on me with paint. I got kinda bitchy about it and went to the bathroom to wash it off, and then when I came out of the bathroom I got MORE paint on me. So I got upset and my friend said something and I started to freak out being pissy everywhere. I stomped outside were my other friend was and yelled at him to give me a cigarette. He just kind of looked down and I said "Fine!" And stormed off. Then the friend that was just playing around and put paint on me came out side and attempted to give me a hug when I dodged it and stormed off down the street thinking everyone was mad at me for being a bitch that night.
I came back and asked my friend for his keys. (I don't remember how I got them, Im not sure if he gave them to me or if I took them.)
And walked back to his car and got in and grabbed a cigarette.
In the car several people came in including the friend that put paint on me. (I apologized to her) and my brother.
We all have bad smoking habbits so of course we took some, and I took more than I should have because they were NOT mine.
By the end of the night I had become happy again thinking everything was a joke. My friend who owned the car got in the car and I started thinking it would be funny if I drove his car.
So I started it and drove, all the while he sat back repeating "Stop." Over and over again. Me being the stupid dumbass I am I thought he was joking and drove around the street and parked it.
I got out of the car and into the passenger seat. Everyone later left and he drove me home in silence.
I did not recognize this at the time but,
-I didn't understand the situation.
-He could have ended up in Jail.
-He told me to stop, SEVERAL times.
-I smoked the majority of his cigarettes, leaving him with only one.
-And that I AM a DUMBASS.

Well, the next day had come and he showed up at my friends house saying he wanted to talk to me.
I avoided it the entire time thinking he was going to scold me.
Then he came outside and hurried to his car and thats when followed him and hopped into the passenger seat. We sat there in silence for alittle awhile and he told me everything and I apologized.
THANK GOD HE DOESN'T HATE ME.
I don't think I could deal with a friendship fight right now.
He means alot to me, actually like 2 days before I told him he was my best friend.
-I never want to hurt his feelings.
-I never want him to think Im using him for smokes.
-I never want him to think im using him as a ride.

And that's the story about me almost being very very upset, but managing to get my best friend back.^^

(And if Fajita is reading this, I want to say Thanks for forgiving me.!) :3

BESIDES THAT...

The past few days have been very hectic and Ive been very moody.

Today I ate hung out with an Old friend,
I missed her for awhile, and wasn't sure if
I should talk to her or not, but
hopefully now Im welcome back. ^^

Im probably going to go home after school and do some laundry and homework...

This journal probably was to have the shittiest format, I have ever written. >.>;

-Pocky <3